Monday, June 20, 2011

OBSESSED!!

gyaaaa...
beberapa bulan terakhir ini aku terobsesi banget dengan yang namanya baca novel.
mungkin bukan sesuatu yang spesial bagi orang yang udah kenal aku lama kalo aku sukaaaaaa banget dengan yang namanya baca.
apalagi setelah aku mengenal adobe reader dan  pdf file...
wah, aku jadi keranjingan download ebook sampe2 aku udah gak gitu nafsu lagi buat baca buku apalagi sampe beli buku.
i mean, ngapain harus keluar duit banyak (coz harga buku ikutan naik seiring dengan naiknya harga bbm dan cabe), kalo aku bisa dapet buku yang paling up to date gratis!
saking hobinya download pdf, aku sampe kewalahan sendiri buat baca ebook2 yang udah ku download..
ebook yang ku download udah hampir 200an, sedangkan yang udah ku baca baru sekitar 70an, itu pun gak sampe tamat, coz aku punya kebiasaan kalo cerita dinovel itu gak seperti yang ku harapkan aku jadi males buat bacanya.
mungkin aku keburu nafsu kali ya?
aku sampe rela begadang cuma buat nyelesain baca satu ebook dalam satu hari.
apalagi pas aku keranjingan dengan novel sookie stackhouse, mungkin ada kali seminggu aku kurang tidur dan yang ada dalam otakku cuma novel itu.
belum lagi novel vampire academy..
kalo kalian jeli, kalian bisa liat pattern disana.
yupz!
aku bukan cuma keranjingan novel biasa, tapi aku keranjingan novel bergenre supernatural romance.
why?
coz it's so freaking cute, hot, and full of excitement!!
dan aku juga udah enek ngeliat atau baca romance yang normal2 aja (thanks to sinetron2 di tv yang merusak otakku).

anyway, here's some of my favorite supernatural romance....
check it out!







dan ini cuma se uprit dari yang aku suka..
kalo ngerasa punya interest yang sama, komen ya.....

Thursday, March 31, 2011

so.. dissapointing with my self..

right after i saw my junior high's classmate photos, i feel so dissapointing with my self.
in that photo, she's with a foreigner and not just that,
i just realized that she's in Indonesia University, one of the most favorable university in Indonesia and learn France.
the photo really slap me right on the face.
because it  shows that she's fighting for a better future,
she's fighting for her dreams.
but me?
i'm stuck here because i have no guts to take a risk for aiming higher level.
and after that, i chat with my other junior high's friends and found out that their dreams is about to coming true..
one was dreaming to become a doctor, and she's in the medical school by now,
the other is studying in one of my dream university and even in one of my dream faculty and department, psycology..
while i'm here..
in the university that i dont even want to think about before, and in department where my least favorite teacher  that teached my least favorite subject graduated from.
actually this is not the first time this problem comes to my mind, but i never felt so horrible like this before..
and you know what, i'm still dont have any guts to say that i dissaponted with my self.
pathetic isn't it?