right after i saw my junior high's classmate photos, i feel so dissapointing with my self.
in that photo, she's with a foreigner and not just that,
i just realized that she's in Indonesia University, one of the most favorable university in Indonesia and learn France.
the photo really slap me right on the face.
because it shows that she's fighting for a better future,
she's fighting for her dreams.
but me?
i'm stuck here because i have no guts to take a risk for aiming higher level.
and after that, i chat with my other junior high's friends and found out that their dreams is about to coming true..
one was dreaming to become a doctor, and she's in the medical school by now,
the other is studying in one of my dream university and even in one of my dream faculty and department, psycology..
while i'm here..
in the university that i dont even want to think about before, and in department where my least favorite teacher that teached my least favorite subject graduated from.
actually this is not the first time this problem comes to my mind, but i never felt so horrible like this before..
and you know what, i'm still dont have any guts to say that i dissaponted with my self.
pathetic isn't it?
